When Hannah died I was devasted beyond consolation. Everyone would reminise when looking at their photos with her and I was left with the biggest hole in my heart becuase i was always taking those special photos that everyone talked bout.
Well today I FOUND two more pics of Hannah and I. The night before my c section for Harry at 36weeks and 5 days we went to drop her off at her grandmas and we took some pics of my belly, Hannah and I sat on the chair, we dont have the pic of her kissing my belly but i have it still in my head and these two photos of Hannah and I just so gracious of her and she was such a Fashion statement that night too after being dressed by her older brother Andy and sister Kelsi. Scarves were in!! Hippy style!! LOL
I remember seeing her running down the hallway and waiving goodbye to daddy and I. We both went home to contemplate the event of tomorrow of being a Family with FIVE CHILDREN. Hannah said "bigsista morrow". She was and always will be Harrys big sister and I long to hold her in my arms again. Today is a sad day I guess I went into labour with her today and its also Thursday. 27weeks today and I am remembering my stopped preterm labour with her for five days.
I miss you baby angel girl so much my heart aches, daddys heart aches and we just wont to hold you. You are the big sister always and mummy loves you so much.
Mummy
xxxxxx
7 comments:
How precious to have. They are lovlely happy photos. Thinking of you all.
She is just so beautiful Kat x
& she looks so much like you!
So glad you found those pics.
Treasured & priceless moments xox
I know how you feel on the photo front. Noel was devasted when he went through the albums and realsied he was the one that took most of the later photo's of Belle. It was sad. You always think you'll have time to do those things and when the unthinkable happens all we are left with is the 'wishes' and the 'what if's'.
I think of you every day.
Love Danielle
What beautiful photos of you and your little girl, I am so glad that you found them and also that you shared them with us.
Warm wishes,
Tabitha
Lovely happy photos Kat, I'm so glad you found them. I know I am lucky that I have thousands of Ava but very, very few of both of us..It breaks my heart. A hard day today for us as well, I hope you're doing as well as can be tonight.
Love Sheye
Hey Kat,
Just lettingg you know I tagged you on my blog, so you can tell us some lovely little things about you.
Thinking of you always.
Dxxx
Hi Babe....You have been double tagged! Would love to hear about some of your quirks :oP x
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