Hannah's hands

Hannah's hands were so soft and gentle. THis is the first week that Daddy has been back at work on nights monstee girl and its also the week that you should have been sharing mummys bed at night. I miss your nightshift cuddles, touching my face, holding my hands and you being scared of the baracuda in your room from Nemo.

Hannah's hands were always dirty. She love to play in the dirt and dig around it. Flowers were pretty in our garden and she loved to help me prune our roses. I had to prune the roses alone and now they look bare without her touch.

Hannah always traced her hands with her pens and pencils. Her tracing them was ever so perfect and she always love her high fives and she would always give us a High ten or a Ta Tadaaaa and a quick stomp of her feet. I miss her stomping through the house.

Hannah love to play with frogs and sit them on her hands and hold them every so gently. She loved to care for the frogs and spray them with her water bottle so they could have a drink. She was ever so thoughtful.

I am struggling today as I am most days. Your launch for your foundation is Sunday and mummy is losing it this week with so many emotions. I miss you mummys monstee girl, i want to hold you in my arms, kiss your tiny cheeks and hold your gentle hands. Its just so very difficult on days like this and Mummy is feeling very, very much alone right now, its so hard without you. No one gets how I feel they can only imagine but this pain I feel now is unbearable.

Mummy loves you so much and i wish I could hold your hands just one more time! I put my hands on your very last hand prints all the time and allI can do now is remember how they felt.

Love always with tears

Mummy

xxxxxx