Thursday, August 6, 2009

words I heard and then wrote

someone told me a few weeks back that our children choose us because of who we are. This same person also said "angels are born and given to those who are strong enough to handle them and fight for them". My heart hurt when hearing these words but as my own time goes forward and our fight for justice I hold them true to my heart that we as grieving parents can only choose to be bbrave and strong and fight for the voices of our beautiful angels in heaven. I guess in war this is what they call honour.

Does this make sense to anyone? Somedays I truly do think that the grief journey sends you to a reality of numbness that doesnt make sense. We still fight and its nearly two years on, its been a struggle but know there are heaps of us supporting you all the way.

If only people knew that choices take our loved ones from us, who is responsible for their choices is the answer i am still trying to find? Why cant people be held responsible for their actions I have to be so why cant others?

Love always
Mummy
I miss you so much baby girl, its 673 days, 96 weeks, 16152 hours or 969120 minutes since you left my arms and I am forever in pain and longing for your huggles.
Mummy misses you baby girl
xxxxxxx

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